"The only thing that is predictable about life, is its unpredictability." quote from the movie Ratatoullie. We can never predict what's going to change, and what's going to stay constant. These few months of job hunting has been wasted. It has been few months of wasting time and energy. Waiting for phone calls from companies are really not that exciting, or fun. Every morning when I woke up, turning on my computer, hoping to receive or not to receive emails from those companies that I applied. Hope to receive emails with "We would like to schedule an interview with you...", hope not to receive emails with "While your background has many impressive aspects, we have selected candidates who more closely fit our current business needs...". This year hasn't really been treating me well. Few months of wondering around, everyday waiting for phone calls.
I have started to doubt my capability, was I really that bad until there is no place for me in the States? Luckily, I was able to somehow figure out it's not my interviewing skills problem. It's because US government had made it so hard for foreign students to get a job here. I have actually gotten a job offer from one company, but after they realized I would need sponsorship for future employment, they took the offer back. That really sucks!
All I can do now, is continue my job searching while at the same time, enroll into grad school and finish my MBA. Please, at least have one options work out for me alright? Dearest Year 2008.